But in this moment looking at the man I want to marry one day, I know that this is a different kind of love. A healthy love. A passionate amazing love. A love that was better than I ever thought it could be. A knowing-deep-in-my-heart-I-will-be-with-you-forever love. And so we will. Cause I have never before. With this confidence, said I have really found my true soul mate.
I love you with everything I have. Thank you for being you.
I will keep you as a memory inside me. Not in my heart, but my head. You are done living in my heart and that’s okay too. We had good times and we had bad times. You taught me a lot about life, art and music, and I would lie if I wasn’t happy for it, but now I have found my own stuff, I am managing on my own. I have become this wonderful, strong, independent and happy person. And I would not have been like this by your side.
Already freezing out because the airconditioner was too high, so yeah I’ll just gonna wrap myself with my blanket and read a book. A coffee would be perfect but I guess I should not or else I’m gonna stay up late. A hug from someone is another, but that someone I like might be sleeping already, I don’t know. If he’s not, I wish he’ll throw pebbles on my window, then we’ll sneak in the middle of the night.
Now tell me, where does my mind wander?